Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart. ~William Wordsworth

I'm back............ did you miss me :P

Thanks to everyone who sent me well wishes, especially big_heart_june for the lovely v gift and the amazingly awesome autumn_lilacs who dedicated this fic to me. It is an apocalyptic story, which as usual surpasses brilliance. It is dark, but wonderfully written and full of some of the most amazingly descriptive imagery. It as usual blows me away. I'm telling you, this girl should be writing show!!!! if she did we wouldn't complain as much. Her characterisations of Dean and Sam are amazing and she manages to create a multitude of different female characters that kick ass just as well as the T-shirt says they should. Go Read now!!! you won't regret it trust me

I saw this on one of batmanboxers recent posts and it made sense to me, they plan on posting positive things through April. The last few months have been a nightmare for me, so I plan on doing the same, as I view April as a new beginning.

So each day I plan on posting what has made me happy.

Todays is easy :-

New SPN ep is on and according to autumn_lilacs it is epic.
I have wonderfully pretty red nail polish on.
My puppy only chewed through one pair of my shoes today.
My hubby dropped a random kiss on my head accompnied with an "I love you"
I was out of my bed for 2 hours today :)

Stay tuned for tomorrows update.

Stole this from autumn_lilacs who is made of awesome (Don't believe me? see the tag)

Comment here and I will tell you why I like/love you.

Even if we don't talk much, heck even if we have NEVER spoken, I want EVERYONE to participate. If you want to share the love and do the same at your journal, go ahead. You're under no obligation to carry it on if you comment here.

Go on everyone needs more love in their life.

This is all because maharet83 is an evil enabler, and apparantly I am unable to watch autumn_lilacs and veritas_st do anything without me :)

But the upshot is I signed up for spn_30snapshots

I picked the Lyrics prompt, and my Character is Sam.

01.	One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand	06.	You should have asked me for it I would have been brave You should have asked me for it How could I say no?	11.	I asked you if a man could be forgiven And though I failed at love, was this a crime? You said, Don't worry, don't worry, darling There are many ways a man can serve his time	16.	And I'm comin' home again It's been too long a time Gettin' back what's mine And I can't remember why I went away But it's lookin' now like maybe I can stay	21.	Please, remember me, My misery, And how it lost me all I wanted.	26.	Lean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on
02.	If I could do it all again I'd make more mistakes Not be so scared of falling, If I could do it again, I would climb more trees I'd pick and I'd eat more wild blackberries	07.	I've been treated so wrong I've been treated so long As if I'm becoming untouchable I'm the slow dying flower In the frost killing hour Sweet turning sour and untouchable	12.	There's gotta be a record of you some place You gotta be on somebody's books ... Somewhere your fingerprints remain concrete And its your face Im looking for on every street	17.	He's made of sand Not flesh and not bone He's as good as the seeds he's sown But he loves you so Like no one else you know could do	22.	Turn the light out say goodnight No thinking for a little while Let's not try to figure out everything at once	27.	And honey I was never gonna change, And honey you are never gonna change, But don't you love it that way?
03.	A broom is drearily sweeping Up the broken pieces of yesterdays life Somewhere a queen is weeping Somewhere a king has no wife	08.	Everybody seems to wonder What it's like down here I gotta get away from this day-to-day running around, Everybody knows this is nowhere.	13.	Don't cry You can rely on me honey You can come by any time you want I'll be around You were right about the stars: Each one is a setting sun	18.	And I know that I'm damned if I never get out And maybe I'm damned if I do But with any other beat I got left in my heart You know I'd rather be damned with you	23.	And I could take another hit for you And I could take away your trips from you And I could take away the salt from your eyes And take away the spitting salt in you And I could give you my apologies	28.	The Mississippi Delta was shining Like a National guitar, I am following the river Down the highway Through the cradle of the civil war
04.	She's the one She's the only one Who makes me search myself Until I'm done	09.	And if the night runs over And if the day won't last And if your way should falter Along this stony pass It's just a moment This time will pass	14.	I better go it alone Down on the corner See me standin' On a makeshift road With the dust storm blowin' In a long black shadow ... Drivin' on the sidewalk Lookin' back and the sky is burning In my rearview mirror I better go it alone	19.	Have you run your fingers down the wall And have you felt your neck skin crawl When you're searching for the light? Sometimes when you're scared to take a look At the corner of the room You've sensed that something's watching you	24.	Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time I feel alive and the world it's turning inside out I'm floating around in ecstasy So don't stop me now don't stop me 'Cause I'm having a good time having a good time	29.	I heard the news, lady All about your disease Yeah you may have all you want, baby But I got something you need Ain't talking bout love My love is rotten to the core Ain't talking bout love Just like I told you before
05.	But now and then I find myself Thinkin' of the days That (when) we were walking in The Alabama rain Drive-in movies, Friday nights Drinkin' beer and laughin' Somehow things were always right I just don't know what happened	10.	I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself I've never been so wrong before ... I don't know what I've been trying to prove I don't know what I've been trying to prove	15.	Whoever is unjust, let him be unjust still. Whoever is righteous, let him be righteous still. Whoever is filthy, let him be filthy still. Listen to the words long written down, When the man comes around.	20.	This is the last time That I will say these words I remember the first time The first of many lies Sweep it into the corner Or hide it under the bed Say these things they go away But they never do	25.	Maybe you and I got a lot to learn Don't waist another day Maybe you got to lose it all Before you find your way	30.	When the kicks go that it brings you You will hanker for an anchor just to cling to When you've lived it up till it's got you down Look for me, I'll be around

Ok, this is a birthday present fic, for my darling beautiful autumn_lilacs she asked for a fic featuring Bobby and his wife pre Supernatural. Dont know if this is exactly what she wanted, but hopefully it is :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY LOVE YOU MILLIONS!!!!!!

Hugs and a multitude of thanks to rebekahfair for the quickest beta I have EVER seen. Hugs and kisses to veritas_st for the words of encouragment (you rock) and Hugs and Schnoogles to my beautiful savingfaith333 for putting up with e-mail spamming, meep'age and coming up with the awesme summary.

Title The meaning in a name
Author mrstotten
Disclaimer I own nothing, Kripke is GOD!!!!
Characters Bobby/Katherine Singer, Dean, brief mentions of Dean, Ellen, John.
Words 4,600
Summary She was the only woman he ever loved.  The only woman he ever wanted to be with.  But Bobby's life didn't quite work out the way he planned.

( Click me, I'm needy )

Whist I was unwell with tummy bug from hell, my wonderfuly flist came to the rescue cheering me up with hugs and gifts, which made me feel heaps better.

The always wonderful autumn_lilacswrote  this wonderful follow up to my tattoo story, which is hot, awesome and made of win Part 1 and Part 2 (Edited, cos only part one was showing before)

big_heart_june, veritas_st and necro_omen13, left me these gorgeous picspams

and tracy_loo_wholeft me this unbelievably gorgeous pic of Misha, wich mde me lose the power of speech for several minutes.

All of this combined with all the hugs, have left me feeling much better.

Thanks Flist for being SO awesome it makes my heart sing :D

autumn_lilacswrote the most amazing Sam/Becca fic, as a get well pressie for me :D , it totally ROCKS and everyone should go HERE and read it immediately.

For anyone who is wondering who the heck Becca is, she is the wonderful OFC in autumn_lilacsOur Father Verse , which everyone should also read, and she is also Sam's perfect match in every way.


Master Post for Our Father Verse HERE 


go read, fall in love and Review :D

Becca/Sam FTW!!!!