I don't really know what to say, I have no words!!! this has never happened to me, words are my life!!!

Ok now the Never Been Kissed shout out is done

seriously people, help me understand this!!!!

I never expected this, there I was happily giggling with hubby about the twilight ribbing and preparing myself for a light hearted episode and then.....

THAT

Seriously I love Sam but I don't get this!! this is something I NEVER expected, no matter what has gone on before, for a while I suspected part Lucifer possession cos right after the smirk there was worry, fear, GENUINE concern right???? that was there right??? but then when Grandpa Campbell gave the other explanation my heart just SANK, there is no way Sam would just sacrifice Dean right? I mean that WOULD NOT HAPPEN, RIGHT??

All ideas welcome cos right now I am just unbearably sad and I want my Sam and Dean back!!! it is so bad I said that at the end of the show and hubby patted my head with a sympathetic look!!! seriously!!!

I am all for character development, but this doesn't feel like development this feels destroying everything I loved about the brothers. I want to trust show but I just.......

See no words :(